Whaaaaaat ???

Ok so i was spending the past 3 hours not studying for my end-of-unit exam on sunday which i haven't dawamt aslan or opened a single thing 4 yet ... (Does blankly looking at 6 pages count as i finished a handout 3al aqal ? =D)

anyway i came across a shocking fact (yup i procrastinate by reading blogs)

HEATH LEDGER IS DEAD ???
w sarla 3 months !!! Where the hell have i been ??????!

w allah yer7ema ! i kinda liked him .. not a huge fan but he kinda grew on me , i luved a knights tale he was hilarious =D

aaaah the trivial things one must sacrifice to be able 2 graduate + dissappear further away from such things into ones career (that sounded soo british philosophy ;P wicked cool =P)

Venting + Todays Word

MOROSE: Just cuz im feeling this way :(

Screwy stressful study environment, screwy stressful everything
and how can u study if everything is SCREWY STRESSFUL !?

End of Vent.

My Bday Wishlist Contd ;P

4. James Marsden. With a pretty little red bow on him ;P


A little less messier than this 1 =P (The bow ;P)

5. My own private island =) <-- This is my smile of pure bliss, ooh and i want it EXACTLY like the Thunderbirds Tracey island in the 2004 movie. (and i couldnt find a pic of it online so u'l just have 2 see the movie =P)

Hathi malat il show that was on in the 60's (no im not that geeky i didnt watch it, watched the old Batman n Robin tho, i like Adam West better in Family guy =P)

The Hour of Darkness Neareth

Is neareth a real word ? =P aaaah exams are a-coming, and thats y im a-posting =) u know how it goes, exams are a week away, ur panic is subacute and threatening to surface at any moment, so u throw urself into denial and diverting ur attentions elsewhere. That my dear readers is called COPING. So in preventing myself from heading into a nervous breakdown i decided 2 blog blog + blog. At least 4 2day , im babbling a bit, anyway i wanteth 2 clear sth up.

I AM NOT AN AIRHEAD

I just realized that i give off these im-a-blondie vibes :O i know its horrific and its terrorizing my inner geek ! i dont know, id like 2 think the human being personality is more complex than a typical stereotype, but i find that i have many personalities all nicely packaged into little old me =) and its not like they're dynamically blended into 1 another, kinda like 1 pops out every once in a while =P

and no i do not suffer from multiple personality disorder, hmmm i might in the near future, if i let this manifest a bit longer =P

anyway, enough about me let me introduce u 2 the dear fragments of my unique persona (not in any specific order)

1. Airheady me: apparently im being more + more girly these days ! ppl who know me may have noticed in surprise that i have accepted the color pink as being part of the color spectrum + more so accepted it as part of my wardrobe ! (gasp !)
This is a new addition 2 me started 2 or 3 yrs back , welcome 2 the family latest fragment

2. Inner geek: this fragment is quite old i remember growing up + wanting 2 be a scientist + work in a lab and all that stuff every little girl dreams of, it actually comes as a shock 2 ppl + i quote some1 who talked 2 me and after 5 mins remarked in surprise 'wow ! ur not stupid !'

3. Devilish little me / Ms Goody 2 shoes : aaah the immortal battle between good + evil, i suppose every1 has this fragment, mine just argues a lot in my head, most of the time the following fragment has 2 shut them up

4. The Nihilist: This is like my background fragment, its on when the other fragments dont pop in suddenly, its the mellow laid-back 'i dont care' fragment , i like u fragment number 4, many ppl find u annoying but ignore them, u r special 2 me

There r a few new minifragments also bubbling under and ready 2 develop into fully fledged personality fragments, like all of a sudden theres a maternal fragment whos sensitive + caring, yea i don't know whats up with that either ! But i wont mention them until they r ready 2 surface

Now that u all officially know that im crazy i leave you 2 ponder the sanity of the human mind
(evil laugh and trailing off)




Btw, im not blonde !

MY BIRTHDAY WISHLIST ;P

Yea yeaa yeaa i havent been posting, exams n shit bs mostly mali khulg =P More importantly, its my birthday 2day ! nastaqbel ta3azeekum 3ala my bank account =P what im a yr older its not sth 2 be smiling about, a yr of me just DIED, nothing 2 celebrate, so i'll be glad to be receiving any gifts in consolation =P Sooooo just 2 make things easier i'm posting my wishlist below =P

1. blank cheques, visa cards with no limit, and unlimited amounts of cash all welcome at all times. we accept all currencies. a pool- full of money (aka uncle scrooge) if ur feeling really generous ;P

2. any of the following automobiles:


and yes baaaby i do want it in WHITE ;P
if u get me the CCX i will love u 4ever, seriously, i will



Dodge Hennessey Viper Venom, mhmm mhmm mhmmm thats whats up !


and any1 would love u 4ever if u get them THIS, so im not being picky see


ok ok, but i couldnt resist adding iti, i REALLY want 2 drive one w its HOT i dont care what every1 sez =P

3. That was exhausting, besides im not 6ama3a any of the above would be enough =P
More on this later time to decelebrate my very happy unbirthday now ! ;P Tataa